There are moments that I walk outside, twirl around, and feel the wind in my hair. The other day, I was so in love with life that I daydreamed about what life was going to be like in the future. I was at a store this past week, it was storming, lightning, and thundering. Everyone … Continue reading Grieving from Within Part 1
"Get your ass over here!" I heard while running as fast as I could. I was terrible at running long distances. I was a sprinter, not a runner. I can sprint as if my life depended on it, but it will only last for about a minute or two, enough for the adrenaline to kick … Continue reading Human Punching Bag..
What constitutes a meaningful life? What defines you? Is it your career, your achievements, your fame, or your fortune? What makes you, you? What have you acquired that made you the person you are? Why is our self-worth tied to numerous things.. when it should all be within ourselves? I am a nurse. I save … Continue reading A Contradicting Career..
Over the years, the voices in my head never did go away. Instead, they grew louder and louder. After encountering my partner and getting to know him more, the voices began to quiet a little. But the closer I got to him, the more vicious the voices became. The only way I knew how to … Continue reading Sex is my Quiet Place…
Do you ever have this gut feeling of your stomach twisting and turning into knots but you have no idea where or why it's there? You have thoughts in your head in which you have no control over. You hear the screams for help inside your head but you don't know what to do. If … Continue reading Waiting for Nothing
Have you ever had that moment where you feel hopeless, lost, worthless, and no desire to try anymore? Try.. it's such a simple word with so much complexity to it. It's always paired with something that is supposed to make the word sound so positive such as.. try harder, try your best, try to be … Continue reading My Anchor… Please Keep Me Close
Everyone has some sort of demon within.. or do you not?